It's been a while...

Well let's see... Not sure where to start really. I started seeing David a few weeks ago and it started to develop kinda fast but it's at a level spot now and seems to be going well. I'm hoping it works out, he's a great guy. We have some of the same quirks which is one thing that draws us closer I guess. We are both people that are hard on ourselves and not the greatest self esteem. Neither of us has completely experienced each others bad sides yet but eventually that will happen and we'll see if we can both handle those times. Bob (my dad) has been a major pain in my family's ass and it doesn't look like it's gonna get better any time soon but his new psychiatrist seems to be more on top of things than his last one. She has assured me that if he appears to be harmful to himself or others after he begins his more intense treatment that he can be committed against his will. Now that's a big weight lifted off our shoulders. The last thing we need is another repeat of him wanting to kill his whole family. Not really sure what else to talk about. Oh my friend Susan's boyfriend is finally home from Iraq and things are going great for them. My best friend Autumn had her baby boy on the 18th, 7lbs. 13ozs. 20 3/4" long and they named him Sheamus Michael so we'll call him Shea. He is so adorable. I also got a shocking message from Eddie. I hadn't heard from him since I broke things off back in May. It was kinda weird talking to him especially since he wants me back. I let him know that I'm in a good relationship with David but I would like to remain friends with him.

Hmmm...To update for the last week...

Well let's see... Sunday 29th: Stayed at Autumn's again, nothing too exciting happened. We went for a mile walk. Monday 30th: Went to my meds Dr. appointment. He upped my meds again to see if this helps more, if this doesn't we may try adding another type of anti-depressant to what I'm already taking. Tuesday 31st: Nothing eventful this day. Wednesday 1st: Nothing eventful this day either. Thursday 2nd: Mowed the yard (yippee), went to dinner with my friend David, then went to Chasers and hung out with my normal friends there but a few weren't there. Friday 3rd: Went to the annual MDA carshow at Fairlawn Plaza, David came out and hung out with me for a while then we went to Chasers and played a few games of pool which I won 3 games to 2. heehee Saturday 4th: Didn't do much at all, felt like shit with sinus headache and really bad stiff neck. Chatted with David most of the day/night along with a few other friends. Sunday 5th: Started out crappy with a sinus headache and stiff neck again, took a hot bath and relaxed a bit. David came out and we talked and just hungout, he stopped and got me some gummy savers since I told him I was craving them the last couple days. And now for today. Didn't really do anything, watched TV, chatted with friends, David was going to come over and we were going to go shopping since there was some stuff I needed to get but he got paged into work to fix some problem. Just been watching TV since then.