- |08/31/2006 09:46 pm
Well let's see, not much to update. I'm doing ok now, still trying to get my life in order. Luckily I'm still able to be living with my mom and things have settled down for the most part. I'm still waiting on my dad's death certificate so I can get the rest of his stuff settled and sell the house. This has been a lot of stress on top of all the other stress in my life so it's taken a toll on me. I would love to be able to just take a nice long vacation somewhere, maybe to a beautiful island and just relax on the beach or something nice like that. I'll be 32 in about a couple months, hoping to go to Vegas with my mom for my birthday, we've got a deal for a free 2 night stay and flight, just gotta pay $100 for the taxes on it all. I just feel so lost all the time anymore. I'm not really sure what I want in a man or if I even want any type of relationship right now. I know I need to get my life in order and all that before I even think about a relationship. It's very hard not knowing what to do or where my life is going. I wish I had a way of just waving a magic wand and making my life better and everyone I'm friends with happy but as we all know it's not possible. Maybe someday if my website allows me to make money with the adult affiliate programs I'm signed up with I can take that dream vacation and help those friends out too. *shrugs* Welp I'm gonna end this now. I'll keep you all updated as much as I can.