- |02/11/2009 08:25 pm
It's time for a change...
Current mood: determined
I've decided I'm over the "boo-hoo, pity me" phase I've been in for a while now. With that said you either like me or you don't. If you like me then let me know it and show it. If you don't then MOVE THE FUCK ON, DELETE ME FROM YOUR LIFE COMPLETELY - - I DON'T NEED TO DEAL WITH YOUR BULLSHIT ANYMORE!!
From now on I'm going to grab life by its horns and hold on for the wild rides yet to come!
Sure this change is going to be a little slow at first and I'm sure I'll still have a few of those "boo-hoo, pity me" days but I've got 2 of the best friends in the whole world (Jenn and Susan - Love ya bunches!) to help me through the rough times and my mom who has always been my rock to support me in whatever I chose to do with my life. Plus the greatest family anyone could ever ask for who are always willing to help each other out when needed.
So if you think I've been a selfish bitch in the past then I guess I'm only going to get worse because from now on it's ALL about me and MY HAPPINESS. But my TRUE friends know my happiness also includes them and their happiness too. I'm just not going to dwell anymore on who likes me, why someone doesn't like me, and why so&so didn't call or text or email or whatever. I've had enough of the drama and bullshit to last a lifetime already so I refuse to put up with anymore of it. I wasn't put on this earth for you and you alone! I know I'm meant for something great and I'm going to do what I can to find that and I won't back down once I do!
So - "Cheers!" to those that like me/love me - - "Move on!" to those that are jealous or don't like me - - "Fuck you!" to those that hate me.